Denying you miss me ain't healthy .

My weekends at Aljunied was different than the other weekends . It was Aunt Sarah's birthday . And her birthday cake was delicious . Plus , imagine getting a white-gold ring with 7 diamonds for your birthday ? I'll be the happiest person - ever . But hoping for such ring like that , I might else well wait till someone proposes to me . Well , that is still a long way to go .

PS : Happy birthday , Aunt Liya !

I don't know why , but there is this feeling that Uncle Halim and Aunt Sarah were right . There isn't a need for me to miss him , at all because there is still much more to life . Furthermore , I was enjoying myself . But the only dudes I was missing was FTN and Fieee , my bestf. .

&Y'know , I'm slowly beginning to believe that ' time will heal ' . I will forgive whatever you did to me and I will forget everything did happen , as long as you fuck off . True ; Patience is virtue in terms of break ups . Please stop telling others that I broke up with you , cause you were the one who walked away from me knowing I haven't finish talking to you . Let you ego fly high , dude !

By the way , don't try to butter me up because I am immune to all the bullshits you've been telling me . Did I mention I no longer trust you ? You said you would change but I beg to differ . You said you are going to get the things I long for but yet again , I beg to differ . You said this and that , but nothing is happening .

Trust isn't an easy thing to gain . I will only believe it and trust you back again , if you prove it to me . As for now , your time is up . No point to prove it to me because it seems that you ain't taking the iniciative to hunt for me . You call this love ? I call this pathetic shit . I'll put my Cinderella wedding with you , aside . I'll get someone who is Prince Charming ( enough ) to be that gentlemen I have always wanted .

Note : I am enjoying my life , now . I love how my life is going back to the way it was before . &I thank God for answering my prayers . Like right now , I am dating around with dudes who doesn't lay a hand on a lady . They respect who I am and don't tend to change who I'm not .

From experience , sacrificing throughout my journey with you doesn't mean a thing to me because nothing I do , pleases you . &You take me for granted . Lets say that I only remember how I met you and forgotten the rest of it because it hurts knowing what you did to me . C'mon laa , I'm a lady who you don't appreciate . To hell with you .

I could story-tell everything but I'll save your face from embarrassment , though you have put shame to me . Look at how nice your ex-girlf. is , even though I've been tolerating your shits well enough , and yet , you ain't proud of me . I wonder what are you . Enough of you .

Anyways ... I'm pack for this week . Filled with dates and happy moments . &Don't get the wrong idea . Dating means , getting to know one another better . Dating doesn't involve intimacy . So , I ain't no cheap whore like that damn lolok who likes being the third party . Well , enjoi ! sex life with her though she is a pathetic noob . Cause boy , I got 'em dudes wanting me .