Going crazy , my heart is breaking .

If I could time travel , I would have stop myself from making a mistake . A mistake so huge that it is tearing me apart . I admit I am not strong enough to let it go and just fucking move on . But no matter what , I have my friends and FTN Dudes to help me .

PS : They are my all-time ' kelepek possies ' .

Though it is still tough for me , I will absolutely try my best . FTN Dudes gave the best advice . &They make sure that I'll ask this question to myself before I get into any relationship . Also , it takes at least 6 months for a dude to ' like you like you ' because those who rush into a relationships are just assholes . Lucky me , FTN Dudes made my night a funny night . &I'm having tummy cramps from laughing .

By the way , my eyes are fucked up swollen thanks to you . I guess it is your hobby to see me hurt since vengence and revenge flows in your blood . Fuck you ma'fucker . Anyways , I don't wanna to even try my best to think of you because if it is easy for me to accept you , it is easy for me to let you go . Plus , you got 'em two sluts by your side .

&Don't think I am superbly upset about it , because I am accpeting how my life goes . Moreover , I shouldn't regret much because I am way off better than them . I don't need to judge cause I know where I am ; You and 'em sluts are so out of my league . Yucks , gross . Disgusting .

And if you're gone ...