I'll always play pretend .

What I saw just now , was beyond my imagination . I couldn't believe that you have the heart to retaliate your own mother , knowing that she is your mother who gave birth to you . I am pretty shocked and surprised to see what you've become . &It is like you ain't no human at all .

Though she isn't my mum , I treat her like one . I respect her and any decision she make . I listen to her advice and follow it , making sure I did no mistake nor regret anything I'll do . Never did I once do such act towards my parents . Don't make excuses like you're ' losing yourself ' , because that is all bullshits . If I can control my own anger and pull through all your fucking shit , why can't you ?

You ain't a gentlemen , nor are you a human . I thank God because if it wasn't for Nico , everyone will be your victim . &I know I'm the first to get the worse beating ever because you want to ' pay back ' . I don't mind as long as your mum isn't part of your victim . I can't bear to see it .

Well , I don't wanna talk about it . Let the past be . The only thing I'll do is to pray to God that He will always protect y'all . I love everyone like my very own family . &I wish I could meet y'all soon enough . I really do miss the big family .

PS : Don't mind ' Aidil Azhar ' in the picture . I like that picture but so happen his name is on it . &Aidil , smile ! I'll see you soon . Don't forget your prayers .

Movie marathon ?