Someone just wounded my heart .

I thought you would be the different than the others , since you like to exaggerate about it . But instead , you are worse than what I thought you were . Though we ain't together , you don't have to be all mean and harsh towards me . If I was like how I used to be back then , I wouldn't even give a damn about you or your birthday .

I bought you a birthday cake , even though I know you hate cakes . I couldn't get you anything you wanted because I don't have any money and you owe me my bank savings . I wrote you a birthday letter and it pains me to wish you because I thought we would still be together .

Y'know , you could have taken a bite but instead , you only took the letter and left the cake there . Are you even human ? I know it isn't much but doesn't the thought count ? I even called you to wish you . I had to sneak out and used the public phone to call you . Don't you realise that I'm proving enough to you ? Yet , you don't take this littlest thing to your head . You like major instead of minor . Pathetic .

Guess you were right . I got to move on no matter what because even if I said I miss you ( which I badly do ) , nothing will come to your sense . You'll just put me aside like how you did to your clothes . I'm surprised that I'm the only ex-girlf. whom you don't wanna hunt for .

But y'know , I'm happy for myself because this makes it easier for me to move on and continue with life . I do miss you and I do wish I could be on good terms with you . Well , that is hopes and dreams for me . I won't live in denial because I know where I stand .

I'm dating around and I'm finding for the best gentlemen . Like they say , may the best man win . I do have many upcoming dates planned and I am eager for it . I'll just paint a smile on my face if I miss you and if I'm crying because I don't have you by my side . Let God decide fate for me . He knows what is best for me . Amin .

PS : Happy 22nd birthday !