This is for sure to be one long post .

Less than a week , I am celebrating my Sexy 17th Birthday . And every year , I have parties . Though this year , I haven't much plan about it because I have been busy planning for my Extravagant 18th Birthday . Yes , my birthday party will sure be a wreck if I don't do something about it . &Never in my life have I been in such ' messy ' situation . I'm always being perfect in whatever I do cause perfection is my forte . Damn it , I can't believe that I am up to plan-less about my birthday . I won't be 17 years old if I don't have a proper birthday party . I am a spoilt brat and I don't care .

My party was suppose to be at Wave House but because of the number of people , I doubt I can even have it there . Oh wells , its best if I save this year's party money for next year . Like I told K. Bestf. and the rest ( whom I have forgotten who , because I've been talking to many people about it since I'm very paranoid ) , I'll have my party at Siloso beach whereby everyone is free to do whatever .

&As for drinks , I don't know about it because I am still recovering . I don't wanna go back to the hospital on my birthday . But if ya' wanna drink , then be my guest . Bring as many bottles as you please and drink wisely cause I don't want any choas there . I may drink a lil' cause it is my birthday , afterall but I will limit myself .

I have to get things cleared before I turn 17 because if not , I won't be a happy princess and I am sure no one likes to see me get all fuck up on my birthday . Trust me , my family almost gave up when I was in such situation because it was tough and hard to cool me down . One , I have to get my belly pierced before my birthday and if I don't , KK will be badly blame . Papah , too , will get the blame but not as bad as KK . So , take KK's number and screw him if I am not happy . Two , I wanna get a black bikini since W. said black would be nice . If I don't get a black bikini , I won't be please about it and I told W. that I won't be swimming with him to the other island . Three , I have to get a birthday dress because the birthday princess always wear a new dress on her big day . &If I am not in a new dress , I blame Papah for it .

Papah should know my preparations for my birthday or I'll just want another day for another birthday celebration to make it up for the suck-ish one I had . Its called a fair game . &Apart from it , I hate people who are invited who keeps wanting free stuffs because they can't afford it . Hello dude , though you are my cousin , you should really get a life . I don't care if ya' older than me or younger cause right now , it is my birthday and your job is to please me ; Make me happy and smile .

One more thing , I gotta get a cammy-wammy before my birthday because if I don't , how am I suppose to remember my Sexy 17th Birthday ? Pictures are taken for a reason . &Somehow , my cammy had to be shitty before my birthday . This is ridiculous . Oh wells , I hope Papah gets a new cammy or I'll just be paranoid - Again .

Let's just say that being 17 isn't something I am looking forward , too .