You're a dumb fuck to leave me .

Happy 18th Birthday , Aizan . Happy 22nd Birthday , Clinton . Happy 43rd Birthday , Mama .
&It is still my birthday !

Please get this in your fucking head . I don't give a damn to what you have got to say about my life . If the way I lead my life bothers you , then just jolly well fuck off . Like seriously , if I am always in your god damn head , I thank you for always thinking about me . But do you think I actually give a shit about it ? Hell no . &If you wanna tell me that I am doing it all wrong , think again . I know what I am doing and I know what I am up to . I don't need someone who is younger/older than me to tell me a god damn fact . One question : Who are you to me ? You ain't anyone in my life . You're just someone who bothers much about other's life because your life is fucking wasted . I got eyes pierced through my back and I enjoi it . Oh , keep talking 'bout me to your friends cause it will only make me someone in your life . Do bear in mind that you'll get 'em dosa and , all rumours will be proven . Try me . Do whatever it is that you want . Because y'know what , young world ? I am capable of doing anything . Didn't ya' parents tell you not to ever judge a book by its cover ? I'm an example of what ya' parents are saying . &The worse was that you got so pissed/annoyed over the pictures I posted on my blog/fbook . Like I say , it doesn't even concern you . Unless I put your picture up and write a nasty caption . Now , did I even do such thing ? Hell no . Even if I did , it doesn't even concern you . Yeah , I know that I'm the worst bitch . But do you think I even give a damn about it ? Think again , lil' world . I very much enjoi my life cause life back then with that damn fucktard was pure control rather than happiness . &All you hear from him are just bullshits .

My dear , stop fooling others . You're pretty much fooled by me and hell yeah , I am having a good laugh at it . I know you're jealous over my awesome life , and I'll continue with my best effort to make you jealous . Aren't I good at it ? I know I am and you're just fucked up to admit it . PS : You don't know me that well and don't say you know me , cause when I was with you , I do pretends . Well , I was very much fake with you . Hahah . Now , you know me . &Why did I ever had the heart to do so ? It is because you lied . Your whole life is filled with lies . I got tired of believing you , so I stopped loving you . Want me to pop the bubble for you ? I started dating a week before we broke up and even after your bestf. broke up with that whore , because I knew you had something on with that damn whore . Don't blame me . You started the damn thing and I'm nice enough to help you continue . I fake my tears , I fake my life with you . Oh God , am I so mean ? Let me answer that ; I am your bitchy princess ! Well , I hope you enjoi-ed some parts of the truth . Luvya .

Good night .