Bad boys are thrilling .

Who had the best banana split for dinner ? I did , even though I wasn't allowed to have dessert before dinner . &A. said , ' lauk sedap-sedap , tak nak makan ' , when I told him what was for dinner . I know he is hungry , very hungry , tired and waiting for a cab .

Lately , I've been thinking . A lil' much of soul-searching , I suppose . I've been asking myself questions here and there because I'm just afraid . Sometimes in life , we are afraid of doing something which we are new to it . We are because we don't know what will happen - Be it the good or the bad . &If we are lucky enough , it might be for the good and the bad . I question myself as I take every step . It sounds ridiculous but I'm just being precaution . You might never know that history may or may not repeat itself .

But the 2 most important question you should ever ask yourself is ' is this what I want ? ' and ' is this the best for me ? ' . Remember , knowing what is best for you is better than wanting it . Complicated much . &Sometimes , I am stuck in between those 2 questions .

Like , right now , I am asking myself if I would regret the decision I made . One thing for sure is , I don't wanna disappoint Papah and Mamah because throughout my life , I've been making them proud . When I see them smile and tears of happiness roll down their cheek , I feel as if I did a good deed . &I did once make Papah disappointed but that wasn't because of education . I feel bad because I never did turn my back against him , before . Hence , I am going to work my ass off and put that smile back on his face .

I'll be attending ITE West . Guess .