Fiction tears .

Some dudes are too good to be true because they may be all charming with their looks that makes girls go all over them and with their oh-so sweet talking . &Girls , these days , are dumbfounded with such characteristic and when they found out the truth , they blame the dude - Instead of themselves . It takes courage to blame yourself rather than others because in life , everyone tends to blame others ; Not wanting to take any responsibility .

&Speaking of which , I begin to wonder if there will be any dude who is charming but for real . I do go for looks which is important to me because image matters to me since it will create a suicidal for my reputation . Then after , I go for his charms which is like his character and attidude .

It really turns me off when the dude is good looking but he has this fucked-up personality . And I am sure enough that I will have a bad day I'm on a date with this dude . Been there , done that . I may pretend to enjoy my day and such , but as the day pass by , I tend to ignore him and continue with whatever I am up to . Also , it really bothers me if the dude can't accept who I am and if he starts comparing me to other girls especially his ex .

Anyways , I've seen plenty of dudes . None really get me going like a small kid wanting that Barbie Doll for her birthday . Y'know , the excitement ; the heart beating whenever you see him ? That kinda-thing . 'Em dudes may have the looks and charms but my instinct tells me otherwise .

&I am not keen into having any relationship because I'm sick and tired of guys trying to suck up to me . Where are all the original dudes ? Someone who tells me the truth and not lies . And that I am always their top 3 in their mind . I don't want any sweet talkers but I want someone for real . A person who likes/loves me for who I am - The princess who loves herself because she is happy with the way life is for her .

Are you ?