Friday, February 12, 2010 11:58 PM
Fuck 'em past and hey 'em future .I wanna make it a point whereby everyone knows I am very particular about friends . I don't care if one of my friends are going to be my boyf. or if one of my friends so happens to be my ex . I want to make it clear so that all ya' mother fuckers know who I am . Okay ? Since I was a lil' girl , Papah always made sure I pick friends . &Truthfully , I would ask him is this person is suitable to be my friend . At that point of time , I was young and naive . Hence , I would ask my father for the ' approval ' . If ya' the unlucky ones , I wouldn't even bother wasting my time talking to you . Because people like you are nuisance in my life . Ever since then , I begin to pick friends . I dislike mixing with fat dudes because they repulse me . I have an issue with fat people , especially those repulsive ones because I fear of being fat and to me , fat is never and will never be sexy . &That is why I am anorexic . Trust me : The day I was anorexic was the day I pick up smoking . Ever heard of the smoking diet ? I'm a person who looks at a person's image because to me , image is an important issue . No image = No reputation . Furthermore , I dislike someone who has a world of his own . Because he will always think that he is always on top of the world and everyone needs to bow down to him . Seriously , they need to fuck themselves . Character and attitude wise is also another important issue . If ya' someone who is all fucked up , please be my guest and leave . From experience , I have a friend - an ex-boyf. to be specific . For this case , it will be my fucking pleasure to say who he is and I am sure that I will have his lil' possies telling me off because ' enough is enough , since FADLI has his problem of his own ' . I thought Fadli was a gentlemen since he is 5 years older than me . To my surprise , he isn't any gentlemen any girl wants because he loves to lay his hands on me . Whenever there is a chance for him to hit me , he will hit me . And he will eventually say ' I'm sorry . I just lost control of myself . I guess my spirits took control of me . ' . How fuck can this particular dude be ? Frankly speaking , he thinks I am naive to believe such stories when the fact is , I am laughing my fucking ass off . Y'see , I pity people like this and that is why I want them to fuck off from me . &It is because of him that I have phobia of being into a relationship . You will never know that the next guy will hit you , nor will you ever know that the guy will be another embarrassment to you . I can't forget the incident whereby Fadli kneels down for my father to forgive him . This is so kelepek , dude . One more major issue : Etiquette / Manners . If ya' wanna be all fucked up with me , I suggest y'all make a move because once you piss me off ( especially girls ) , I tend to bitch about you till there is no tomorrow . &I hate those who fights back with someone older than yourself - like Fadli did to his mother . So , who's your bitch ?