He has my heart .

Sometimes I wonder why you act differently when you're with your friends and when you're just with me . It does hurt me knowing that sometimes , you ain't that serious about us . And it does hurt me deep inside knowing that you don't know what are your feelings towards me . Honestly , if you're still thinking about your fucking ex-girlf. , then you should like just fuck it .

Your ex is your past and she has moved on already . Ever heard of ' looking forward is better than looking back ' ? I'm surprised that you could actually stay and look back , hoping that such fucking shits didn't happen . Y'know , if I were in your shoes , I will be happy to just ' forget , forgive and fuck ' .

I no longer date with anyone because I have you and I don't see a reason why I need someone else . I don't mind waiting for 17 months because to me , its nothing since I'm used waiting for Mamah , Daddy and Danika coming back from Perth . Honestly , I'm someone who has a lot of patience but never ever step on me because never under-estimate me .

Truth is , I like you . I don't fancy any other guys because I don't think they are suitable for me at all . Furthermore , out of all the guys I dated , you're the only one who could last like a month plus with me . And that is something very rare .

Luvluv