Need you , badly .

I don't need 'em boys and girls to stare at me like I owe them young money and shits . I don't need 'em boys and girls to be talking 'bout me like they're some paparazi . I don't need the attention given because I don't wanna be noticed nor talked about . I hate the fact that everytime I am out of class , there is bound to be some fuckers talking and/or staring . Like , what the fuck uh ?!

My motive of going to school is simple . And I don't wish to change that mindset of mine because if I did change , y'all gonna get hell from me . Honestly , no one likes seeing the bitch from hell . I can be your best bitch and at the same time , your worse bitch . Don't try me or even under-estimate me .

And I don't know why does my dressing bother 'em boys and girls , so fucking much . Everytime you stare at me , do you even get a penny or two from me ? Hell no . So why the fuck do you keep staring ? Is it because I keep bringing ' high-end ' stuffs to school ? Or is it that I am way too rich for y'all to handle till every single thing I do bothers the hell out of y'all 'em fuckers ? OMG ! Honestly , y'all are just suicidal .

I really wish to throw out everything , but it doesn't really help me because I just need my Possum to hear me and just talk to me . I don't care if he is going to scold me because I rather hear him nag at me than anyone else . He is the only dude that matters to me now and I really need him by my side now .

2nd week of school sucks and today is Monday . I hate school , the students and the teachers . I hate everything that has happened today . I hate the fact that Firman is having an outfield today . I hate today ! I feel like crying because today isn't right and I'm always hoping for perfection everyday . God damnit , I am a perfectionist and it does bother me if my day isn't perfect at all . FUCK !

3.00 am .